It’s February and this winter has gone on forever. Normally, I’m a real fan of cold weather. I look forward to having a crackling fire going in our stove or playing outside in the snow and having an excuse to knit or crochet almost nonstop. Of course, this month is generally when the blahs kick in and I can’t get excited about anything, but this year the constant rain and darkness and worry is creating a different feel to my usually scheduled February lassitude.
On Sunday, my mother-in-law passed away (see Of Flooding and Exploding Dryers). That was way ahead of schedule. My husband was shocked, naturally, but also because he had just talked to his mother only a few days ago and she hadn’t indicated things were any worse. As to the why my husband and I had this erroneous notion that her death was in some mid-long distant future, I can’t really say. Maybe because she appeared to be relatively healthy and mobile when we saw her last month, or maybe, truly, we just didn’t want her to go. Since this notion created a warped sense of of time, preparations that should have been made earlier were all of a sudden upon us. We’ve spent the last several days making travel arrangements, funeral arrangements, buying clothes and so much more that I can’t think straight – and there’s still a lot more to do. As I lie here in bed, typing this entry in the dark, I hear the wind whipping up the trees and hope this won’t delay any travel plans for tomorrow because I am ready for this to be over.
In the meantime, life goes on. I’ve managed to make a few more hats for sell, make our new little rescue fur baby a doggie vest and I’m working, slowly, on a pair of mittens.
What are you working on? I need some good news, dear readers!
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